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It's just been so crazy since my summer started. I've been trying to find part time work or just something to do with my boredom. Hopefully, things will start to become more interesting. I've been trying to finish more art pieces I started but I just don't have my creativity flowing in me. So I've been taking long drives (since I finally got my G2 hell yassss!) everywhere and hanging out with my friends and family. I just feel like I'm growing up too fast and I'm scared for what the future has in store for me. I've decided to just live each day as slow as possible so that my summer would last a lot longer. I've been watching so many shows cuz I have no life. I currently finished True Blood and it's disappointing last season (7) but it was soooo good! I'm currently watching Ugly Betty and I'm on the last season! I LOVE IT SO MUCH, hopefully I'll have a life like Betty in Mode in New York 
Expression
I know I haven't written for a while but I just needed to get something off my chest. For the past couple of months I've been having this heavy feeling in my heart and its widespread to my shoulders and head as well. I feel like a walking ghost and an empty shell. I also feel so exhausted and mentally drained and I feel that I haven't been enjoying the things I usually do. So I began to look up my symptoms online (cuz I have hypochondriac tendencies lol) and at first I thought I had anemia but then I suddenly had a realization...I think I'm depressed. I guess there has been so many things going on in my life and I have constantly faced many s
First Day of School
Today was my first day of Grade 11. I am sooooo stressed out! I am starting the legit IB programme and it is no joke! There is so much to do in just two years to get my IB diploma. I am also very scared of next year that that's when they drop a shit load of thinNs to do like my extended essay, IOC, and what's even worse is that I have to take higher level biology!!!!! Holy sh*t it's going to be a long two years before graduating. There is no higher level art and I have to take a high level subject and it's either biology or chemistry, so it's obviously the easier one lol! I got my class schedule and I seriously hate the people I'm with! T
School!
Sigh, school is going to start in three days!!! I feel so stressed out because the real International Baccalaureate program starts at grade 11! Which is the grade I am entering. I have to worry about my art gallery, extended essay, IB exams, and my CAS project! I feel so anxious! And my dad is finally coming back home from the Philippines after he left us for 6 weeks with all of his jobs and chores!! I am just going to focus this year and really work hard to pass IB.
An Amazing Present and My Birthday
Today, I just got a premium membership from zeldaXskrillex for my birthday! Thank you so much Monika! You are such a kind heart and an amazing friend! I just can't believe it! I have always dreamed of becoming a member. But I kind of feel out of placed because I am not really involved in a lot of thing s in deviantart. But I will try #determined
My Birthday
It was also my 16th birthday last week on July 25 and I had such a wonderful time with my family. I stayed overnight of my uncle's house the day before my birthday and had a party the next day with a bunch of my relatives. I don't really have birthday parties cuz I don't like celebra
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